pernah main game plant vs zombiesss ??

oh hey im back again [duhhh like almost every post tulis mcm ni kaannn ]

weekend baru nak muncul , well i hope it is really going to be WEEKEND sbb lately ni , i didnt feel the excitement like i used to feel for the past 3 semesters . kalau dulu , weekend je keluar hang out ngan misterloveqbal . well not every weekend la kan .. like once in two weeks ? but now , it's hard for me to find the right time to go out with him . kalau i busy die tak busy , n vice versa . hmmmm .

wanna know why i dh jarang keluar ?okay here's the thing . dulu masa awal sem konon-konon nak save duit [sbb bile dh keluar confirm2 duit mengalir mcm air paip je kan] , then dtg pulak mr.assignments , then mr.tests and quizzes, then mr.presentation , and mr,tests and quizzessss again . haiyoooo ! so now im longing to go out sbb kalau kat sini rasa mcam nak meletop je ! rasa menyesal pulak awal2 sem aritu tak keluar . haissshhh .

homesick ? yes.. still homesick tambah2 pulak time weekend sbb time tu laaa diorang ni sume balik . good for you u dont have to stay here 24/7 . at least boleh chow dari bumi puncak yang serba boring ni kan . [but i like here better than the main campus ]

n you all tau takkk dalam kepala i ni macam tgh serabut gila nak mati . my brain wont stop thinking even when im sleeping ! siap masuk dalam mimpi lagi ! kronik betul . mana tak nya , jadual next week sgt laaa mem-pressure kan diri . well , it's not that my jadual kelas terlalu pack or whatever [it's part and parcel in my life already ] but jadual due date utk assignments and presentation dekat2.. i didnt expect it would be like this . well if u've seen my post lately about the itinerary , then you'll know :(

things that i need to settle for this weekend are :

= prepare utk presentation FAR360 [monday]
=prepare utk presentation ETR300 [tuesday]
= study utk quiz MAF330 [wednesday]
= prepare utk presentation BEL312 and BEL313 [ thursday]
= prepare utk presentation BEL 312 [ friday - in case kalau my turn tak sempat utk hari khamis ]

naaahhh . take that ! complete set of stress ! jangan terkejut pulak if i suddenly turn into a zombie next weekend . hahahahahaaadoiiiii -______-



till then :)

why worry nowwwwwwwww

im home alone and im starving

can someone please get me out of here ? :((

i dont know why lately ni macam sensitive je hati ni . hadoi .

* feel like slapping myself *

i posted something about not leaving me alone and bla3 in FB when suddenly papa reminded me of this song . well he used to sing this song in the car masa i tgh nak spm kot . i was pretty stressed about the spm and he said he used to listen to this song back then when was in MCKK . tapi time tu , i dont think it is called spm , SRP ke? ahh lantaklaa...and yes , i did feel calm a bit..walaupun macam tak fully tenang tapi at least rasa la tenang sket..hee :D

and after dgr lagu ni , cepat2 cakap " yea..why worry? semua ni dunia je pun..chill bebehh" hhahaa..okayh i dah macam org gila sbb cakap sorang-sorang ! ahhaaa . enjoy the song !

for ur good sake , DONT !

im not in a good mood but will try to act like i am

all i can say is what goes around comes around . so beware people !

i'll try my best to forget about it . seriously , i need TIME !

when everything's turned upside down , time heals everything . and that's why i believe in 'masa itu emas' bcuz it helps me a lot not only to tell me to appreciate the time that im going thru , but to heal all the pain and the wound inside my heart .

this friday i'll be going back to telipot again for my uncle's wedding . n kebetulan we have 2days off , so macam dpt la berholiday selama 4 hari .. yayayayayayyayayayyaa





p/s - i appreciate if u're trying to calm me by asking "what happened?" , but i'll appreciate more if u dont ask bcuz when u ask , the pain will come . i am so sorry . this story had started here and it will end here too ! so vaivaiii :)

off to LCCT . baaaaaiiii !

oh yey ! barang dah siap pack and it's time to goooooo home baybeeeee! :D

p/s - saya nak jumpaaaa dgn semuaaaa penduduk jalan telipot ! weeeeeeee >.<

pray for me so that i can reach my hometown dgn selamat and doa jgk so that my flight wont be delayed! dahla last flight , kalau delay mmg sunyi sepi lonely laaaahh saya jawabnya -_______-

just another manic monday

tomorrow got quiz for maf 330

satu formula pun tarak hafal laagi

aigoo

ohkaay im starting to sound like the one in family outing (-_____-)

wish me luck for tomorrow . just cnt wait for this friday ! awwwwhhh :*

*sbenarnya dah tak tahu nak tulis apa sbb nawaitu sbenar bukan sbb nk update blog tapi nak menaip je*

tapi kalau suruh menaip assignment tanak plaaaakkk yeee :)

whatever blaaa blaaa blaaaaa saya nak blaaah dr sini

vaaivaaii :D

bananaaas in pyjamaassssss

that's what i miss most about you ;)

i really miss that kind of conversation . though it was reaaaally 'bluish' !





p/s - thankss bbm for making up my day ^.^

pffft !

oh greaat ! i've spoiled my mood . DAMN !


just be patient bebeh . Allah s.w.t is testing u now .

word of wisdom for today : there's always a silver lining behind the cloud , which means everything happens for a reason . dont worry nai , u are strong ! u can go thru thissssssssss.. this is justtt kacaaaanggggggg only :)



p/s - whats wrong with fallin down cuz u can always stand up again rite? cheers :D


[ trying to calm myself]