for ur good sake , DONT !

im not in a good mood but will try to act like i am

all i can say is what goes around comes around . so beware people !

i'll try my best to forget about it . seriously , i need TIME !

when everything's turned upside down , time heals everything . and that's why i believe in 'masa itu emas' bcuz it helps me a lot not only to tell me to appreciate the time that im going thru , but to heal all the pain and the wound inside my heart .

this friday i'll be going back to telipot again for my uncle's wedding . n kebetulan we have 2days off , so macam dpt la berholiday selama 4 hari .. yayayayayayyayayayyaa





p/s - i appreciate if u're trying to calm me by asking "what happened?" , but i'll appreciate more if u dont ask bcuz when u ask , the pain will come . i am so sorry . this story had started here and it will end here too ! so vaivaiii :)

off to LCCT . baaaaaiiii !

oh yey ! barang dah siap pack and it's time to goooooo home baybeeeee! :D

p/s - saya nak jumpaaaa dgn semuaaaa penduduk jalan telipot ! weeeeeeee >.<

pray for me so that i can reach my hometown dgn selamat and doa jgk so that my flight wont be delayed! dahla last flight , kalau delay mmg sunyi sepi lonely laaaahh saya jawabnya -_______-

just another manic monday

tomorrow got quiz for maf 330

satu formula pun tarak hafal laagi

aigoo

ohkaay im starting to sound like the one in family outing (-_____-)

wish me luck for tomorrow . just cnt wait for this friday ! awwwwhhh :*

*sbenarnya dah tak tahu nak tulis apa sbb nawaitu sbenar bukan sbb nk update blog tapi nak menaip je*

tapi kalau suruh menaip assignment tanak plaaaakkk yeee :)

whatever blaaa blaaa blaaaaa saya nak blaaah dr sini

vaaivaaii :D

bananaaas in pyjamaassssss

that's what i miss most about you ;)

i really miss that kind of conversation . though it was reaaaally 'bluish' !





p/s - thankss bbm for making up my day ^.^

pffft !

oh greaat ! i've spoiled my mood . DAMN !


just be patient bebeh . Allah s.w.t is testing u now .

word of wisdom for today : there's always a silver lining behind the cloud , which means everything happens for a reason . dont worry nai , u are strong ! u can go thru thissssssssss.. this is justtt kacaaaanggggggg only :)



p/s - whats wrong with fallin down cuz u can always stand up again rite? cheers :D


[ trying to calm myself]

saya rindu housemates saya :D

i feel boring because there's nothing i can do to fill my days..but somehow i'll miss this boring feeling when i go back to shah alam next week..

and speaking of going back , I DONT WANT TO GO BACK! oh i have always been like this since the first time i went out of state to further my study..

can u imagine , i went to an all girls school from standard 1 to form 5, then tiba tiba bila nak msuk tertiary level, kena mix around with the boys..like it's a newwwwww environment that i have to adapt..but alhamdulillah..the environment was okay so far..

then , dahlaaa kena mix dgn boys, pastu kena pulakk duduk mcm asrama..well,it's not really an asrama but sort of la kan..i mean u cnt go home after class like i always did before when i was schooling..kalau balik pun, just balik kolej..except for weekends sbb some of us stay area selangor or kl or negeri sembilan..so hapee lagi,tiap2 minggu cabut balik..and yes, i do feel jealous each time diorg kata diorg nak balik..huuuuu..time tu,hati ni mmg kena kuat gile..but sometimes,i couldnt hold it anymore, so apa lg, nangesssssss laa..

yelaa..takkan nak halang diorg balik rumah plak..well,i believe in this quote "kita akan rasa happy bile kite tgk org yg kite syg tu happy walaupun berat hati kite nak terima bnda tu" like i said , mmglah berat hati nii ditinggalkan tiap2 minggu dgn perasaaan homesick segala bagai , but seeing them happy boleh balik rumah and spent time ngan family makes me feel happy too..

i may not have shed tears in front of u guys because i was crying in the inside..and thanks to misterloveqbal for accompanying me during the weekends..tak tahulah kenapa,when im with him , i felt like im home with my family..rasa homesick teruuuuusss lenyaaapp seyh! thanks Allah for giving me this guy :)

kadang2 tu hati dah cakap "after this dah tanak keluar dahhh..nak duduk rumah,dobi baju,n buat apa yg patut" tapiii bila tgk diorg tu sume balik rumah masing2 , terus rasa homesick tu muncul . then cpt2 text misterloveqbal , tanya die free ke tak this weekend, and if die free.."oyeaaahhhhh turun kl laggiiii this weekend!" haha..eventho penat sbb keluar seawal pkul 9 pagi then balik around pkul 10.30 malam, tapii still happy gile mcm pegi travel ke europe dgn famly tershayangggggg..awwh2! and you know what ? i think i wud not feel homesick if they didnt balik during weekends..hahahaa.. [ huh..nak salahkan org lain pulak, kalau hati tu dah lembik , mmg dh xleh nak buat apa dah punnn] >.<

hokaylahh...i think i wanna stop now.. eh,macam tergantung je i pny post this time..ahh lantaklah..im writing this to myself..lantak apa org nak kata, janji im satisfied with it . okay ayt selfish gileee :p


toodles ! ^.^

my side ambition ;p

waaaaa wuuuuu weeee

i got bored just now..so pergi dkat satu blog ni..n i found something..terusss mode gatal menguasai diri..woahahahaa...

plus it's interestingggggggggg yawwwwh!

checkkkk thissss out baybehhh :D






awwhhh...he's adorableeeeeee!hahahaa...tp baby yg sbenar mmg takkan jd mcm ni la kann...putih gebuuuu mcm ni..mmg tak la kann..sbb nya mummy and dadddyyy dieee tak seputih ituu..hahaa..

tapi org tua2 pesan kalau nak anak berkulit cerah kena minum air soyaaaaa...betul ke? hmmm...takpela..belum cuba belum tahu..haha!if that helps la kannn..insyaAllah

cehh...post kali ni mmg tak leh blaahh btul..gaya mcm newly wed yg mmg tak sabar2 nk dpt babyyyy...ahaha..

tapi tak salah kann? CITA-CITA tuuu weyyy :p

apa-apa pun...i nk idup happy je lps nih..lantak laaa apa yg nk jd, sbb ini duniaaa sahaja..tak kekal punn..kaaannn2? hihii






p/s - entry kali ni mmg gedik habes . i know :D