ayuh kita berpantun!wat da heck..?

tonite?webcam-ing wif my kura2 tersayangg..hakhak..

last night,slept at 5.00 am ++..webcam-ing and chatting wif him..all nite long..ahhahaa..
i miss him like crazyyy ok...
cuz he's been soooo busy wif his finals for the past 2 weeks..n now,he's done with it!im happpy for u baybehh!heheee...

it was my turn to wait for him..yeaa,i admit that my finals were longer than urs..it's like..3 weeks or something?aaahh..nevermind..2 weeks of being so lonely and boring without having anyone to msg with was likeeee really crazzy!uhh...i was trying to put myself in his shoes,n thank God,i didnt end up at hospital sakit jiwa..hahahahaa..syukurr..






stomach is bloating.
feel like farting.
feel like burping.
yey!




p/s - that's the pantun of the day..ahah!



im off!




: till then :

hapy BORN-day..baaa baaa black sheep! =D

..khas utk MOHD EQBAL..

dec 18th 2009,genaplah usia 18 thn buat my darlim yg kecil molek itu...kecil tp cute dan cumil gituu!!ahahahaa...[bodek2]

daaa boleyy tgk cite2 adults daa...wakkakaka..juz kdim..i wasnt supporting him ok..just for a joke,to tell u that he is already 18..u know all those adults scene are written 18sg,18sx or whatsoever alphabet..ahhahaa...dont get me wrong ok..

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY my honey po!

[note that,the name honey po is given to him by me from the character of 'PO' in my used-to-be fav tv programs..TELETUBBIES...hakhak..]

alaa..yg kaler merahhh n yg paling kecil dan CUMIL itu..hahahahaa...it suits u well sayang..=D

just wanna go thru back the memories we shared together..all the ups and downs we've been thru..owhh...

• thanks for giving ur love n heart to me..hoho
• thanks for being there for me especially when i need u the most..
• thanks for being so honest with me..eventho sumtimes it's quite hard for me to accept it..but what can i say,honesty is the best policy..im glad u have that in u!
• thanks for teaching me how to use the clutch..[u know how 'kalut' i am when handling the clutch]
• thanks for calming me when i was scolded by umi..sy nakal,yey!ahhahaa
  
• thanks for teaching me how to play bowling
• thanks for always try to find the lightest bowling ball for me,cuz u know i cnt hold heavy things,cuz my hand will get shaky and bla3..ahhaha
  
• thanks for saving me n my sis from getting attacked by a snake..i know u're not into snakes,but the way u act,it shows how much u love me..u put ur feelings away just to make sure that i was save from the snakes..
• thanks for the surprise u gave me at the lcct..i didnt expect u wud do it for me..
• thanks for lending me ur shoulder while we were watching movies at tgv seremban..i got scared,i mean too scared til i accidentally push ur shoulder like a couple of times..[it's weird, i know,u get scared,u push sum1's else shoulder..ahaha..what the fish]
• thanks for the little kura2 u gave me..i named it "tott" from the character of wonderpets..u know,tott the tortoise!hahaha
• thanks for always listen to my 'sound effect'..hehee..[burping and whatsoever]
• thanks for accepting me just the way i am..
• thanks for 'jogging' with me..eventho i was walking all the time,n u kept on saying "cam ni rupenye bdk pompuan joging" heeee...
  
• thanks for the watch u gave me..[too sad,it's not functioning well anymore..sorry baby..=( ]
• thanks for the not-so-bangle u gave me..im wearing it now,n i never take it off from my wrist..it'll always be at my wrist...forever
• thanks cuz u're willing to walk and shop with me for hours,u know im a shopaholic!eheh..
• thanks for taking care of the beans that i asked u to plant..
  

and lastly,thank you for everything,including the one i didnt mention up there..ahahaa..kalau ade la..hehhee...

tooku hanareteru hodo ni,
chikaku ni kanjiteru

i like this japanese quotes..i told u this once,but im not sure whether u still rmbr the meaning or not..if xtau,msg la sy ye..x msg i sekeh2,pulah2,puk2,nga plepim2 u nati..ahahhahaa..[kejam molep]


ingt nk post gmbr2 kitorang,tp cam malas plak..hahaha..nantila nex time ye..hahaaa







: till then :

.sleepover.

.tomorrow.

will be at perdana resort for a sleepover..ahah!

just the four us..hee..[isn't it great if my dalinkk kura2 can join us..sigh]

mauu njoy sama itu laut,pasir,layang2,dan semuaaaa...hahaaha

and not forgetting,photo shoot!eheh..

i love beaches.FULLSTOP.

: til then :

satu ke-careless-an...like always

*sunday,dec 13th 2009*

hadoiii..

just finished checking the academic calendar at student portal..n guess what,pendaftaran kolej will b on the 2nd of january,n my flite ticket is on the 27th of dec!oooookkaayy......the gap is like almost a week..more like 6 days..aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh...what am i going to do in that '6days'..???if only the flite tickets are just like the bus tickets..they can just sell the tickets to others..uhh..im thinking of doing the same thing,but what to do..aaaaaaaaahhh...and if only i can just postponed my flite dates..if airasia mmg langsung x boleyyy..!huihh..payoh baso sumgoh..hahaha..

im not sure of firefly's..hrp2 bleh postpone..huhu..if not,there will only b two choices..it's either :

a) burn the ticket and buy a new one [satu pembaziran]
b) have a 6-dull yet boring-days in kl at my aunt's house..owhh..[teramatlah bosan]

hmm..


*monday,dec 14th 2009*


yeyyyyyyyy!!!!

papa said that he already postponed my flite ticket to 2nd of jan by just adding RM53..ke RM58?ahh....lupekan!yg pnting.....i can stay here in kb for at least a week longer!fuhh...satuuu kepuasann bg telingakuuu mendengar berita itu..hoho..

tengss papa!heheee =D sayangg papaa bangat2!hehe..n sorry for being too careless cuz i read the wrong calendar..ehhee..damn you UITM!for the ayt yg mengelirukan..eheh..sorry..didnt mean to menyumpah,but at least i didnt say those four letter words like the 'f' word and the 's' word..

n yes,it wasnt uitm's fault..think it was me......kot!!ahhahahahaaa

sayaarrr memangggg kelingg ling ling ling...




: till then :

butterflies-in-stomach scene =]

..ALHAMDULILLAH..

this is the only word that i can say for now..all my hardships and my hardwork has finally been paid..thanks to Allah s.w.t.

* dec 11th 2009, at 1.30am *

was listening to namida no theme by shinji kakijima when suddenly papa's smile came across my mind..
n the teary part started to begin...HAHA.
i was scared of seeing my own results..i cudnt take the risk of getting kicked out to branch,i cudnt imagine myself looking at papa's face if i told him that i didnt get the minimum cgpa needed for fast-tracker,n WORSE,i certainly dont want to let him down...

naz im-ed me thru fb,asking bout my results,n i told her i didnt check it yet..sobb-ingly,i told her how i felt,n she gave me lotsa kata2 smgt to cheer me up..tengs nazz..ur kindness is very much appreciated!hehee...nex sem ak blanje jambuu pak cik yg ko suke sgt tu..ehehhee..

back to the story..hehe..i was throbbing like crazy [ok,sounds like sum1 has just confess his love to me] hhahaa...but then,it was a really nervousing moment where i cud feel my legs wobbled..owhh..
results turned my legs to jelly!haha..

tried to bukak the student portal for like zillion times to check my rsults,unfortunately,it kept on going
"the page cannot be displayed " ..huhh...dhla tgh nervous cam nk gile..hadoii..n finally with Allah's will,dpt jgk msk student portal tuu..ms tu dh pkul 2pg kot..ahhaha...ke lebih?ntah..lupe!

dengan lafaz bismillahirrahmanirrahimm....i typed my id num and my ic num,n once again,afta reciting prayers,i submitted it..n the first word that came into my eyes was " keputusan = AD [Anugerah Dekan] " i was shaking my head,rubbing my eyes with the back of my palm and still,the same word i saw..meaning i wasnt dreaming or mis-seeing or whatever things laa that cud might happen to a clumsy girl like me..hoho..

seconds after that,tears started to roll down my cheeks and woke my sis up..[eheh..sory sis!] although she was a bit blur when i told her bout my results,at least u did open up ur eyes and witnessed every single tears in me..hehee..

then,i rushed to papa's room..knocked the door and papa was asking

papa = "sapoo..????" [he might thought i was a burglar or something] haha..
me = "ninyyyy..." dgn nada agak sayuu..hehe..

he opened the door and when he looked at me with all the tears,he frowned and asked me

papa = "gapo..??" [in daze]
me = "cek dohhh....heeee..."
papa = "ohh...gano?buleh?"
me = "emm!" [nodding]
papa = "haaa...ke papa oyap dohh..nyo bulehh ehh..." [smiling proudly perhaps]

and i hugged papa while crying..heee...umi yg ketiduran suddenly woke up..n i hugged her too..owhh..i love this hugging moments!hekhek =p terasa disayangi gituu!awww2! hekhek..


tired of crying,tired of waiting the lembab-yet-bermasaalah pny student portal,finally..i went to bed..hehe..and when i was on my bed,i cudnt sleep well enough..i didnt know why..perhaps i was still shocked of getting dean's list..haha..alhamdulillah..


.hurt my back.

.off to bed.




: till then :

everything.everyone.

booo..ooo...oooo..oooo...ringgggggggg!!!!!

huhhh.......there u go..!!i've finally poured it out..hahaa..

why does my life now has to be sooooooooooooooooo empty?

the word 'empty' means that im damn boring..it's not that im losing sum1 i love [oh no no no..] we're still 2gether..up until now..alhamdulillah..heeee...

despite all that boring thingy,i cud hear my results are calling and waving me now..i dunno what it's going to be..whether it's going to be a success,or a failure..nauzubillahiminzalikk..i will accept my results just the way it is..hoping that it cud be a success..not a failure..cuz i blive,everything single thing that Allah s.w.t gives,is actually the best-estt thing for me..i know myself,yes i do..but Allah s.w.t knows me more than i do..it's scary to hear that ur granny dreamt of u getting kicked out of puncak while at the same time,u dreamt of re-taking the eco n mgt test [which is supposed to be taken by the part 2 - normal trackers] huuu...ya Allah,pls tell me that this will only be DREAMS that will never come into the reality life..amiiiiiinnn....

ok,enuf with the results..it's getting on my nerves now..haahaa..i cnt wait for this nov 27th..!!yes,i know it's hari raya haji,but there is sumtin bhind the date that makes me sooooo eager of it..hehe..

just finished replying comments on kucai's status on fb..haha..ok,they want me to blanja them at kopitiam..y me guys?look..im the only gal n u guys are all boys..so why not u guys take over my place n blanja me?hehe..c'mon guys..be a gentleman!ahahhahaa...=p [i'll b dead meat if they read this]

somehow,i kinda miss the babes..it's only 4 of us left in kb cuz everybdy just went back to their 'jail'..n i heard some of them will be coming back for this hari raya haji except for melim..huuuuu..i miss her a lot..her laughter,her 'hydrophillic',her pporah [who0psie..],hehee..juz kdim maa..heee...she said she's not gonna come back cuz her fam's gonna go there n celebrate the hari raya with her at gambang..huuu...i dunno when will i ever see her again..perhaps the next hols?hmmm...it's a bad thing to realize that the intersession [where all the normal trackers got hols when we,the fast trackers dont!] is just about to begin..we're gonna have a very short hols and i myself cudnt guaranteed if i ever gonna have a chance to meet her..I MISS YOU AMALEEN SHUKRI..we've been bestfriends since we're in form 1..n i cud still remember each n every bits of moments that we shared..our moments together will be cherished forever..n yes,we shared the same luck where we were forced to take courses that we didnt want by our parents.she's taking medic n me?yeah,im doing this accountancy thingy..but syukur alhamdulillah..cuz of papaa's berkat,im starting to accept this course just the way it is [still not gonna say that i like this course] hahaa...but bits by bits,my heart is starting to sincerely like this course..syukur n thanks to Allah s.w.t for this..

n yes,there were some shocking news bout my babess..it's an old news actually..it's just that im too bz with my life at puncak that i never have the chance to figure out bout it..n yes,this hols reveals everything..tengs to it..ahhaa..


.pen-off.

: till then :

: venue = seremban :

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

final da abesssss!!now it's time to 'to4' balik ms utk tido n on9 bak kata tqah..hehee..

afta our last paper ended,which was ECO162,kami cabutttt ke sunway pyramid..

shop til we drop,tawaf satu sunway til my legs got cramped..

n sumtin happened that nite..smpai umh,cpt2 packing brg2 for our trip to miat+seremban..hehee...

actually,i was planning to give him a surprise sbg balasan[yg die buat surprise dkat lcct aritu]..

hehee..

then,malam tu tido kat umh flat taman paramount..

that place was pretty scary..n creepy..dgn tgga yg agak steep n berlumut..n gelap...mmg menakutkan! i wonder how kak mira [tunang abg amir] lives there..

honestly,it was an adventure for me to live there..but after all,i survived!ehhee..

that nite,i cudnt sleep well..kejap2 bgn..kejap2 bgn..[gelabah kot]

last2,bgn trus n dah xmo tido lg..[wak kik ati jah tido meta2...xnikmat] hahaa

at 930 am,kami bergerak ke lrt taman paramount,heading to kl sentral..

from there,naik ktm to nilai..smpai kat nilai..my roomate fetched us n went to miat..ehhee..

smpai di miat..the surprise began.

just let the surprise be a secret.hehe

then we had our lunch at mcD nilai..kidnap kura2 n trus ke mcD nilai..

afta that,we went back to miat to send him 'home'..haha..n i gave him three magic beans n asked him to plant it...


" take good care of it as if u're taking care of me.."


heeee.....

i want him to handle the magic beans with care hoping that he will not be lonely..bakal beans yg akn bercambah itu bernyawa n hidup seperti manusia yg memerlukan oxygen dan air..hehe..[wth?]

the next day,kami ke jusco seremban..met arif and this boy [dunno his name,sorry] n we went for a movie..at first,we planned on watching 2012[sedih cite meatball xde!sob2..],but then 2012 full!aiyoiii..so,cite 4th kind mjd pilihan..bapak 'best giler' ini citer..adoiyaii...rs myesal pun ade..haha..but i dun mind,as long as he's with me,cite yg boring pun jd best!hekhek =p

it's a gud thing that he didnt sleep during the movie wlupun cite agak boring..hahaaa..tp muka mengantok itu ttp ada!heheee..

then,we went to seremban parade..mkn dkat pesta thai..tomyam dia sodaaappp!hahaa...[dh pndai ckp nogori dah..akibat stay kat umh naz] wakakkakaaa



k la,dh mls nk type pnjg2..nk pi mandi dlu..



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