saya rindu housemates saya :D

i feel boring because there's nothing i can do to fill my days..but somehow i'll miss this boring feeling when i go back to shah alam next week..

and speaking of going back , I DONT WANT TO GO BACK! oh i have always been like this since the first time i went out of state to further my study..

can u imagine , i went to an all girls school from standard 1 to form 5, then tiba tiba bila nak msuk tertiary level, kena mix around with the boys..like it's a newwwwww environment that i have to adapt..but alhamdulillah..the environment was okay so far..

then , dahlaaa kena mix dgn boys, pastu kena pulakk duduk mcm asrama..well,it's not really an asrama but sort of la kan..i mean u cnt go home after class like i always did before when i was schooling..kalau balik pun, just balik kolej..except for weekends sbb some of us stay area selangor or kl or negeri sembilan..so hapee lagi,tiap2 minggu cabut balik..and yes, i do feel jealous each time diorg kata diorg nak balik..huuuuu..time tu,hati ni mmg kena kuat gile..but sometimes,i couldnt hold it anymore, so apa lg, nangesssssss laa..

yelaa..takkan nak halang diorg balik rumah plak..well,i believe in this quote "kita akan rasa happy bile kite tgk org yg kite syg tu happy walaupun berat hati kite nak terima bnda tu" like i said , mmglah berat hati nii ditinggalkan tiap2 minggu dgn perasaaan homesick segala bagai , but seeing them happy boleh balik rumah and spent time ngan family makes me feel happy too..

i may not have shed tears in front of u guys because i was crying in the inside..and thanks to misterloveqbal for accompanying me during the weekends..tak tahulah kenapa,when im with him , i felt like im home with my family..rasa homesick teruuuuusss lenyaaapp seyh! thanks Allah for giving me this guy :)

kadang2 tu hati dah cakap "after this dah tanak keluar dahhh..nak duduk rumah,dobi baju,n buat apa yg patut" tapiii bila tgk diorg tu sume balik rumah masing2 , terus rasa homesick tu muncul . then cpt2 text misterloveqbal , tanya die free ke tak this weekend, and if die free.."oyeaaahhhhh turun kl laggiiii this weekend!" haha..eventho penat sbb keluar seawal pkul 9 pagi then balik around pkul 10.30 malam, tapii still happy gile mcm pegi travel ke europe dgn famly tershayangggggg..awwh2! and you know what ? i think i wud not feel homesick if they didnt balik during weekends..hahahaa.. [ huh..nak salahkan org lain pulak, kalau hati tu dah lembik , mmg dh xleh nak buat apa dah punnn] >.<

hokaylahh...i think i wanna stop now.. eh,macam tergantung je i pny post this time..ahh lantaklah..im writing this to myself..lantak apa org nak kata, janji im satisfied with it . okay ayt selfish gileee :p


toodles ! ^.^